I wrote one whole chunk of words here, only to decide to delete the entire thing due to its irrelevancy. I did what I did, and there's no way I can change that. All I can do is just cross my fingers, and hope for the better without putting that much effort into thinking about it.
It made my realize, how much of a load it was to just keep it inside. I literally felt much lighter after opening up that bottle cap. My heart was racing, as if I was high. Ah well..
I'm making myself busy by Facebooking/Mouse Hunting. The office is strangely quiet today, and I could get used to it as I've been somewhat busy this week. The feeling of being hunted by various people to do work is horrible. I just need some peace and quiet. 1 supervisor is enough, the occasional helping of here and there is fine, but it's becoming a habit. I'm not the only intern here, so I don't really see why I should be the one tanking all the jobs.
I need to get out. I need the feel the sun and wind in my face. I need some sweat out sessions. My body is hay-wire now since the attachment began. I really wonder how I'm going to handle my up-coming camp. I'm already sleep deprived enough.